2.28.2009

The Happiest Place on Earth

Getting ready to go see Mickey! And we're off!
Right after entering the Main Gate at Disneyland, we made it!
Pirates of the Carribean - always our 1st and last ride
Dawson decided this is his new smile - lovely isn't it?

The first (of many) churros!

Todd and Ella on Splash Mountain, this picture of Ella is priceless


Pooh ride, one of his faves. Another shot of that beautiful "smile"

Loves from Tigger
Dawson's 1st ears!
I don't know whose tummy is bigger, mine or Pooh's

The rockets
Dinner at Blue Bayou
Nap time....
....again

Buzz Lightyear ride

Giving lovin's to Mickey


Me and Celia
Our very own princess
Meeting Belle (of course she's never even seen this movie, but Ella and I waited in line for an hour and a half to meet her, Mommy must really love her girl)Their cute little profiles
We had a blast on our Disneyland trip! The kids had so much fun and were such troopers. They did great on the plane rides, thank goodness for a back pack full of snacks. We got to Anaheim and quickly ran up to our hotel room, grabbed sweatshirts and a potty break and we were off - we didn't want to waste a minute. I found myself watching the kids' reactions to everything more then I actually looked at things myself, it was so fun to see it through their eyes. We went on every ride they could go on, and poor Dawson is probably scarred for life. Guess that's one downside to being tall for his age, he was big enough to go on some of the wilder rides and probably didn't appreciate being involuntarily strapped into some of them - he didn't seem to mind though and by day 2 he had his favorites and would request them by some sort of sound effect and hand motion if he didn't know the word. We stayed until closing, or close to, every night, and never had to go back to the hotel for Dawson's nap. He would just go to the dark side a little, and that was our cue to get his silky, lean back the ole stroller seat, and he was off to sleepy land. I bought Ella a Cinderella dress at Target before we left (yes, I'm a cheapskate) and hid it in her suit case, so when we got to our hotel I pulled it out and surprised her. She wore it over her clothes 3 days in a row, what a sweetheart. She loved the castle and was just awe struck by it all. The babies enjoyed their first trip too, and I followed almost all the rules my doc gave me as far as rides. We ate at Blue Bayou and Naples, 2 of my favorite restaurants there. One of the biggest highlights of the trip was a visit from my sweet friend Celia. We grew up together in Big Bear, and she and her oldest son Boden drove 2 hours each way to meet up with us and spend some time at Disneyland. It meant so much to me that she did took the time to do that, you're a true friend Cel. We had fun catching up and I wish we'd had the whole weekend to chatter away. The weather held out for us and we even wore shorts and flip flops one day, which was worth the trip in and of itself if you ask me. One of the sweetest things was watching Dawson with the characters. I was expecting him to be totally freaked out by them, not only because he doesn't have a clue who most of them are, but because he's such a sensitive little guy. But he LOVED them, and would run up and hug them, squeeze their nose, give them a high five, say hi - I don't know how many strangers will have a picture of Dawson because he'd run ahead in the line and right into a shot of someone else's family. I could go on and on... It was just a perfect little get away, it was just what our little family needed.

2.25.2009

A Sweet Surprise

We just got in tonight and semi-settled from our trip to Disneyland, and I don't have the energy to get all the magical details and pictures up tonight, but... I just have to say thank you to my sweet friend Katy. When we arrived home we were all a little bummed, I hate coming home from vacation, especially a vacation to Disneyland, but there was a cheery little package waiting for me. I opened it up and there was the cutest card and a huge bag full of homemade oatmeal chocolate chip cookies for me (and the boys) to enjoy. Katy, you made me cry - in a good way, I feel so blessed to have you in my life. Us Mommies of little ones barely have time to shower some days, and to know you went through the trouble of making cookies from scratch, buying a card, and then packaging it up and taking it to the Post Office was SO thoughtful. You made my heart, and tummy, very happy. Thank you for thinking of me, loves to you and the girls.

2.19.2009

Remembering Colin

Today Colin would have been two. Sometimes I still can't believe that one of my friends has lost a child. It's every parent's worst nightmare, and it breaks my heart to know that someone I care so much about is living it. I went to see Beth for a little bit today, just to drop something off to let her know she is in my thoughts and prayers. I am aching for her, life isn't fair, and it would drive all of us crazy if we tried to make sense of it. When I went to say goodbye we had a good long hug, and it just broke my heart - here I am blessed to be expecting 2 more little boys which I can feel kicking inside of me, my tummy pressing into her as we embraced. Why can't she have just one? I would give anything in my power to bring back her son, but I know I can't. I'm so glad to have a hope beyond the here and now.
The kids came with me to bring balloons to his special stone. Dawson and Colin are only six weeks apart, and I am mindful of this all the time. I wish Beth and John could have the joy of watching their son grow, and I just pray their hearts can find some peace and healing.
Remembering you always Colin, but especially today....

2.18.2009

Womb Mates


We had our "big" 20 week ultrasound and it was a great show! It was almost 2 hours long! I think half the reason it took so long is that the ultrasonagrapher was having fun just showing us all of their little parts. She was the dearest soul and you would've thought she was related to us by her "ooohs" and "ahhs" and "look how cute!" The other reason why it may have taken so long is that apparently I'm incubating 2 cage fighters. Poor lady couldn't get a good measurement easily and these babies definitely gave her a run for her money. It became very clear why I can't sleep well, why I feel like an alien is living inside of me, and why I'm growing by the minute. They are both measuring a week ahead, which was reassuring but kind of surprised me since there are 2 of them obviously, and since I had a rough time with morning sickness this time around. Since we've had quite a few ultrasounds due to the twins factor, it's been fun to slowly get to know them and their little personalities. Baby B is calmer, has always been more shy at showing it's "parts" and is apparently going to be a thumb sucker like Dawson. Baby A is well, not calm. I teared up watching them together, it's obvious why twins have such an amazing bond. You can see the amniotic sac between them, and then a little hand will push into it, and the other baby will answer back, either with another sweet gesture or - an elbow to the head, which we saw a lot of yesterday. They are both head down, so we got a lot of shots of them head-to-head, and also of 4 perfect little feet together. So I'm sure you're dying to know what we're having....It's a boy and......another boy!


So I guess the names Josie Paige, or Daisy Claire, or was it Daisy Paige and Josie Claire?? won't be needed. And all of those delicious little girl clothes of Ella's will have to be tearfully rummaged through again. We've actually known we were having 2 boys for about 5 weeks now, but just wanted to be triple sure before we made a big announcement. But somehow I still find myself thumbing through the baby girl clothes on the racks. I guess there was only meant to be one princess in this house, although come to think of it, Ella isn't much of a princess and can definitely hold her own in a house full of boys. I can just see it now, the ring leader in action with three dusty little boys tagging behind. All sorts of mischief to be had around here.




Do These Babies Make Me Look Fat?

20 weeks!

2.16.2009

Hot Stuff

As if Aaron isn't impressive enough, check this out. If you go to Whitworth and want a little info on the university, they may hand you this pamphlet titled... And if you turn the page, guess who's IN the pamphlet?!
And yes ladies, he's single.

Love is in the Air



We had a relaxed Valentine's Day (or Singles Awareness Day as Aaron calls it). We were gone all week so it snuck up on us fast. I made our usual Valentine's breakfast, heart-shaped waffles, pink milk and the rest of the fixin's. Each year Ella gets into the holidays more and more, which makes it really fun. She even noticed I was wearing my pink striped robe instead of my gray one, I'm creating a monster... We spent the morning just relaxing with our little Valentines. Todd got me a beautiful orchid before he left on his trip, and had an inappropriate card waiting for me on Valentine's day morning -par for the course. I got him an X-Box game, what better way to get in a romantic mood then to annihilate German troops? We made last minute plans to sneak out for a couple of hours to get dessert/appetizers. It's amazing what 2 hours of peace and quiet can do for the weary soul. When we got home I ate far too many Valentine sugar cookies, which again is par for the course. I hope your day was filled with snuggles and lovin's too!

2.13.2009

Signed, Sealed, Delivered, I'm Yours

About 10 years ago one of my Christmas presents came wrapped in this, Todd painted this on the paper. Pretty good huh?
Todd photo-shopped his face onto a jail bird - apparently I've captured his heart... This is about 8 years old. This has to be my favorite.
For 14 years I've saved every love letter, every note, every card that Todd has ever given me. I have the ribbon from my first bouquet, the box my engagement ring came in, the soap set from the lodge we stayed at on our honeymoon, even a mixed tape... I have a whole drawer in the bedroom devoted to storing these little treasures, and it's stuffed full. Every once in a while I'll pull out a stack and read through them. It reminds me of where we've been, how our love has grown over the years, and the way our life together has changed. On Valentine's Day, I sent Todd a box full of homemade oatmeal raisin cookies- his fave, when we we were newly twitterpated and not even officially dating yet. So be careful ladies, offering baked goods to a man can drastically change the course of your life...
I posted pictures of two of my all time favorites, clearly for different reasons.

2.07.2009

Wheelin' and Dealin'

I'm excited about my latest purchase for the babes, I think I did good! We are obviously going to need a double stroller, and after heeding my sister's advice I was looking for a side-by-side. Most of them are HUGE though, and don't fit through doorways, aisles, parking lots....and they're heavy to boot. So I started doing some investigating, looking at dimensions and also the weight of the stroller since I'll be throwing that thing in and out of our big ol' car. Two that got great reviews were Maclaren and Peg Perego strollers, but they were really expensive - $400 or so. So after a few checks on Craig's List, I found a double Peg in great shape for 80 bucks! It's lightweight, it turns super easily and actually fits through standard doors. Gotta love a good deal. Now there are some things I just can't bring myself to buy used, unless it's from a friend or family member. But a stroller - just hose that sucker down, spray it with some bleach solution and let the sunshine do it's magic.

2.05.2009

Kindergarten - Ready or Not, Here We Come!

The fairy surgeon and her latest piece of art.Tonight was Academic Night at Ella's school and my chance to see what she was in for next year, I still don't know how this happened - she was just a baby yesterday... I met her teacher who is the quintessential kindergarten teacher, the warmest, sweetest lady ever. We talked for quite a while about Ella, my fears and hopes for her next year. One thing I've been so worried about is her kindergarten test (I know, a test for kindergarten!). I think I have more jitters about Ella taking that then I did about my college entrance exams! Everyone thinks their kids are the smartest and the cutest, but when it comes down to seeing on paper if you've been doing a good job, it's kind of intimidating. She was so reassuring and said something that made me fall in love with her - "they are still just babies." They really are, they've only had 5 years on the planet, they have so much ahead of them. Their room is adorable, so tidy and bright. Floor to ceiling fun to be had. I kinda wish I could go with her to school to be honest. The principal and Head Master spoke, more of a mini-sermon then an orientation, which I loved. I know all of us take our kids' education seriously and feel led in different ways, and it's the matters of the heart that had Todd and I discussing and praying about school for over a year and a half. I know a lot of friends and family members can relate - it's a big decision. We feel so much peace knowing that what we are teaching her at home, what she is learning at church, and what will be presented at school are all pointing her to the same thing, a relationship with Jesus. One of the things that was said by the Head Master really struck me, he said that their goal as a school is that each child will "learn to cherish self denial." He said that they want to create an environment where children aren't comparing themselves with one another's strengths and weaknesses, yet on the other hand, that they would realize they have unlimited potential in Christ. I don't know how long we will be able to send her there. Things change - finances, geography, the needs of our kids, but for now I know this is right where Ella should be.